B, aku dan L, kitaorang memang HOT kan? Hehehe
L was my friend since high school. We lost
contact after SPM and met again in 2009 when I moved to KL. It was a pleasant surprise
to know that she was still single at that time. We used to hang out and spent a
lot of time together. I always lepak at her house since she was living alone. I
see her as someone really successful and content with her life. She was in a
steady but complicated relationship and I have nobody (which I mean, “men’) in
my life. Nonetheless, we never look down on each other. Being single and living
on our own was fun. No worries. No heartache.
One day, she has arranged a date
for me, with our ex-school mate, C, who I never knew. I only met him once
during our school reunion. At first glance, when I saw him during the reunion,
he was clad in jeans and white shirt and she looked ‘not bad’ lah…so to say. But
I never speak with him.
On one fine night, C called me
and asked me out. L pun apa lagi…encouraged me to meet him. So, for L’s sake, I
pun agree lah to meet this C. But then, when I met C, that spark that I have
when I met him for the first time has gone. I totally couldn’t get along with
him. So, no second date after that.
Kitaorang tak minum air tu ok...haram. But we bored each other....oh God!
Months had gone, I already forgot about C and due to my busyness, I seldom get in touch with L. Then, I saw on Facebook status that L was having a relationship with C. I also knew about their engagement from Facebook and I also got invited to their wedding through facebook. Facebook rules uhhh??
My feeling? I don’t know. I wasn’t disheartened with their
relationship at all. I memang tak ada hati kat C langsung. So I was so happy
when C and L were together. I just felt
so sad, that I was losing my one closed singled friend. Entahlah….tiba-tiba je, I felt alone and lonely.
Last Saturday, another closed
singled friend, B, got married. B was my friend since uni days. Sadly
due to my father’s demise, I could not attend her beautiful wedding. I am so
very happy for B but the same feeling that I used to feel about L getting
married lingered around and about me. Tiba-tiba, rasa macam nak nyanyi lagu Don’t
Speak dari No Doubt. Sedih ok….
You and me...we used to be together....everyday together...always
Anyway, to B, I know, one fine
day when you are not busy with your husband *wink*wink, you gonna read this
entry. I just want you to know that I am truly happy for you. I pray for your
happiness and your marriage to last until Jannah. Both of you complement each
other as God has fated. Be patient with challenges of being married. Selamat
membina keluarga dear. I love you and proud of you.
Ok, now, I am going to cry…………..
p/s: tak tahu kenapa entry ni
ditulis dalam bahasa omputeh yang haru biru….*tekup muka dengan bantal*
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